Today I am.

Right now I will.

Tomorrow I'll be.

So it's been awhile since I've updated. Is anybody still on this xanga thing anyway?

Anyways. Volleyball is done. School is almost over. Summer is right around the corner. These past few months have been great. I've had the time of my life. Created unforgettable memories. Laughed so hard my stomach hurts. Been so angry I want to put a hole in something. Had so much fun that when explaining all you can say is 'you had to be there'. Been humbled to the point where I want to crawl into a hole. Everyday I feel like I'm growing as I take on each second and what each second holds. I guess you could use the word "older". The quote I wrote at the top just came out as a thought while I was thinking about my life. You know those things that are always put in the back of your mind about dreams and values, but when sat down and thought about for a moment truly define who we are. Well these are the things that make me me. Not what anybody else expects or who I should be. Just me.

I hope I didn't lose those of you reading this. Kinda long and probably boring, but just had one of those moments tonight when I thought about life. Love you guys!

~ Paige

So tonight I pretty much had the best nite... ever. Only way to describe it is by saying:

"I felt like a princess."

Corey came to the house to pick me up and meet my parents before the dance. For dinner he took me to El Chico's. After a while we went to the high school for the Winter Ball in which we showed up "fashionably late." Now there weren't a whole lot of people there, but it was so much fun just dancing and laughing. May have just been another high school dance, but the person I went with made it memorable. We went to hang out with each other and have a good time. It all happened so fast and at the last minute. Even though all the worry and stress, everything was worth it after it all happened.

It's hard to explain tonight. The little things that happened made it special. And that is what life is all about to me.... little things that make you smile.

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Called when he said.

Offered to meet my parents.

Opened doors for me. 

Dropped me off infront of the door to keep me out of the cold.

Asked about my favorite movie.

Made me laugh and smile.

Told me I was beautiful.

But most of all he was respectful.

There is nothing more that I could possibly have asked for,

than a great time with a great friend.

Here are some pics. Getting ready to leave. Waiting for Corey to pick me up. We are going to El Chico for some dinner then to the high school. Ahh... I'm excited!

All this happened in 24 hours. Dress, make-up, hair, shoes, date.

Ya gotta keep lovin high school...

I'll post later and tell ya's all about it!

So this week has been rough from school starting up and volleyball. It's been hard. I'm working out for volleyball like crazy and trying to gain more lean muscle and tone up. Foods been killer for me. Cuz i've been eatin so much healthy stuff! It's good, but really hard. It's all starting to pay off though. Tonight was the first time I had chocolate in, well, a week, but that's a long time for me lol. Got into the parents stash of chocolate covered cherries just cause I'm stressin about this weekend and thinking alot. Anyways... I'm going to Oklahoma City this weekend for a volleyball tournament. I'm excited! Got a lot to prove out on the court. Probably will be scouts there! Heck yea. Post when I get back. Luv yas!

For the love of the game.

So it's another year!!!! Spent New Years at Lacy's with all her closest friends which was great. Junk food, movies, confetti, sparkling grape juice. I decided not to make any "New Years Resolutions", because the second I call them that is the second that I break them. So their are more in the form of goals. I am changing my eating habits and eating more healthier. Mainly for volleyball, to gain more lean muscle. Gotta do it, and I'll do whatever it takes.

School starts tomorrow! Excited, yet not excited. It's my last semester as a junior. Heck yea. Club is gonna start getting crazy. I have a tournament in Oklahoma City next week end. I'm pumped and ready to get back on the court. Anyways. I'm out for now. Love you guys!